melancholy

today isn’t that great. I have an anxious and unsettled feeling that I can’t shake. I’m not sure what its stemming from and its driving me nuts. I’ve been snapping at folks which I don’t normally do. I haven’t eaten, and I’m just completely distracted. My friend just told me to “listen to it”. I’m not sure what that means. I just want it to go away.

**i just looked up melancholy cause I really can’t spell and now I’m even more depressed.

” an abnormal state attributed to an excess of black bile and characterized by irascibility or depression”

So now I’m depressed AND full of black bile.

Good times.

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